I have to say that reading this is exactly what I needed today. She never mentioned TSCC. So it is going to be over anyway. That being said, when you marry a doctor, you marry the profession too. Some other times I admire myself and ask God for help. Mormonism is an all-in religion.
My loneliness is something that I try to manage with an antidepresants and cognitive therapy. This makes them overwhelmingly successful wives and mothers. We still have great sex 3 or 4 times a week and, no, he doesn't use Viagra, Ciasis, etc.
However, you might be lucky to not have the experience I did. Earlier I mentioned "Even if the church believes a bunch of crazy nonsense, and she believes it too, I still really like her and would like to see whether we can have some good intellectual conversations about this stuff. It's really cool to be able to connect with someone who shares all of those things with me. We need to get over ourselves and start loving each other how the Lord intended. I've told her that but maybe she doesn't believe me. She may never join the join the church. And, whether she knows it or not she probably does know it but is in denialshe probably sees you as her ticket out of Oldmaidsville. Mormon girls are the best, and you are pretty lucky. There are billions of other girls out there who I wouldn't have issues like this with. It seems like mormons in particular are even more crazy than the majority of crazy religious people, and the manipulation and treatment of people who wish to think for themselves and challenge their beliefs is really frightening.
Over two years ago I started dating my current boyfriend. Instead, I found someone outside the cult and we've been married almost 32 years She's looking for a dedicated priesthood holder who will take her to the temple. I think it might be worth trying. There are some gems like admission to peep stone in a hat translation to the book of Mormon and angels with swords commanding polygamy, but if someone believes Joseph Smith really did stuff his face into a hat and translate scriptures about ancient jews coming to America, it means they are insane, and you can't reason with an insane person. It is tempting for Mormon girls to become lazy because they have such a high standard compared to typical girls. Intimacy is pretty much gone.